Everyone on planet Earth is asking this question. Some people we know or meet have a natural over-confidence in themselves and spend most of their life proving they are valuable. And others try to hid the fact that they are just not sure of Who they are and How valuable they are. We often hear that our family and friends suffer from low self-esteem or a low self-worth that it immobilizes them from functional living. Our "wonderful" medical field categorizes it as Depression. What is depression, actually? The Webster dictionary defines it as (1) : a state of feeling sad : dejection (2) : a psychoneurotic or psychotic disorder marked especially by sadness, inactivity, difficulty in thinking and concentration, a significant increase or decrease in appetite and time spent sleeping, feelings of dejection and hopelessness, and sometimes suicidal tendencies c (1) : a reduction in activity, amount, quality, or force (2) :a lowering of vitality or functional activity.
Depression is the exact opposite of value or self-worth. It is the effect of sin (the natural impact of the fall, our own sin, and sin done to us by others) in our lives (Genesis 3:8). The state of depression is not what God designed or intended His "precious" creation to be in. In fact, sin, shame, and our success driven culture has raped humanity of his value. In short depression is the misappropriation of the view of man or self over the actual view of God. We simply place ourselves over God as a "god".
Last Sunday, in our worship gathering, brother Uni shared about how much God values mankind. He reminded me how precious we are / I am to God. Together we read Genesis 1:20 - 2:7 and heard God say, with His own words, that He made everything that there is with His voice BUT with man He personally put us together with His own hands. Then kissed us with the breath of life and we became a living being. Brother Uni repeated several times, "God cared about us; He valued us so much that He honored us by making us with His own hands and breathing life into us from His own lips."
For me that was enough. I was convicted. I heard God say to me that He's "I AM" for me. Then the Spirit reminded me of His words form:
- Jeremiah 1:5 "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, And before you were born I consecrated you; I have appointed you a prophet to the nations."
- Psalms 139: 13-16 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well. My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed body; all the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.
As the Spirit speaks to my heart I can hear Uni's voice fade in and out. "You see, Uni continues, "we are the eyes of God on Earth. We are the hands of Jesus in our community. We are the mouth of God in our culture. We are the feet of God where we work!" If we do not see through His eyes, touch with His hands, speak with His love and power, and work with His strength and intention then WE keep God, our creator and savior, hidden!
If we could just believe in what Jesus said in John 14-15 and live it moment by moment then the culture in our communities will be redeemed. We will see God reclaim and sanctify it into what He intended it to be - place for HIM to dwell. God wants to dwell within our hearts and be praised within our communities. The only way for this to occur is that God's people abide in Him, Go out in Jesus's authority and RISK IT ALL FOR THE GOSPEL!
Remember the girl in the yellow shirt at the top of the blog...what is she worth? To the man beside her, she is worth his life. While he was on the last Go Team trip, that became undeniably real to him and he realized he was on this trip for her! At that moment, hearing her family-less story and her need for basic everyday necessities that we take for granted, her life became more valuable than his and he and his wife immediately became a Sponsor1 Parent.
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Jesus died for her and you and me. He lived to die for the world and He is asking us to die to live for the "1"! Death is not easy! Perhaps this is why, at times or often, we all try to avoid it?
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